Cyllenius of Zion

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He ascended the heavens upon feet of rock from heart spun of gold.

My fire and his earth forming molten clay.

We strode the path together, entwined in physicality.

Our minds and hearts were invested and out emotions were one.

Dancing through the stars grew tiresome and we rested ourselves against the fires of the water.

Tides of rock, like icebergs, drifted us apart.

The mystic lifted the veil and our emotions separated.

Now Cyllenius of Zion and Rephiir of Tara are separate journey takers.

Rephiir among the crystals of earth, Cyllenius among the fires of wisdom.

Rephiir wishes to look into the cosmic mirror and see Cyllenius at times.

Cyllenius, if you're out there. I always love you and will always hope for your best destiny.





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